my fear

i dont know what happened with my body. it became strange, so strangely! i emphasize on that word! i lost my balance. i almost forget anything. i'm often black out. my head just like a bomb which could burst out anytime, anywhere. i often make a typo. i really want to ignore it. pretend that nothing happened, nothing's wrong! aal iz well. hmmm, what is that exactly?? somebody could tell me what it is,,please?
get it over!
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